more bucky ~ angel from heaven

always a star.....showin' off....

bucky's new life

bucky busy with Annick at a july parade in port huron, michigan and at banbury cross therapeutic riding center...she's a star as always. we love and miss you girl.

secret

you make the hurt go away

you make me want to stay

around

are you an angel?

i think so

we all want more

we want to know the secret

to happiness

and love

that u give

give me more

and i'll give u all i've got

sweet surrender is what i'll do

always for u

in time

and in rhymes

you are magic

more that i'll ever know

take the hurt away

make it go away

i'll stay

forever with u

s.d.

Sarah McLachlan-Sweet Surrender

It doesnt mean much
It doesnt mean anything at all
The life Ive left behind me
Is a cold room
Ive crossed the last line
From where I cant return
Where every step I took in faith
Betrayed me
And led me from my home
And sweet
Sweet surrender
Is all that I have to give
You take me in
No questions asked
You strip away the ugliness
That surrounds me
Are you an angel
Am I already that gone
I only hope
That I wont disappoint you
When Im down here
On my knees
And sweet
Sweet
Sweet surrender
Is all that I have to g
ive
Sweet
Sweet
Sweet surrender
Is all that I have to give
And I dont understand
By the touch of your hand
I would be the one to fall
I miss the little things
I miss everything (about you)
It doesnt mean much
It doesnt mean anything at all
The life I left behind me
Is a cold room
And sweet
Sweet
Sweet surrender
Is all that I have to give

her words couldn't describe better how i feel today. it's been a rough road and journey. thanks to all for your love, support and hope.... will do the same for you.
s.d.

Amazon Ayahuascera singing a beautiful Icaro.

i want to meet elisa someday. her and her husband live in Pucallpa Peru. They work with the Amazon Herb Company. Her and her husband sing to the plants before they pick them.

She has a beautiful voice and spirit. She has found peace.

Patti ~ SpiritDancer
help support rainforest preservation
www.spiritdancer.amazonherb.net

Sarah McLaughlin - Fallen (Music Video)

Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight

Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
The lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I have held so dear.

I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

Heaven bent to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
You'll slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so... (more)

In the Arms of the Angels - Sarah Mclaughlin

may we all find our peace
s.d.

miracle dog ~ dog trapped for days is rescued

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sisters beware

CHARACTERISTICS of the NARCISSIST and others with Personality Disorders

I began this and as others sent me more, I added them to make this a collaborative list.

He is now listed on an internet personals dating site once again looking to "prey" on another unsuspecting victim. Sisters, if you encounter him, stay away.

Your prayers and thoughts, as always are with us.

Many thanks to all of you who care.

1. Self-centered. His needs are paramount.
2. No remorse for mistakes or misdeeds.
3. Unreliable, undependable.
4. Does not care about the consequences of his actions.
5. Projects his faults on to others. High
blaming behavior; never his fault.
6. Little if any conscience.
. 7. Insensitive to needs and feelings of others.
8. Has a good front (persona) to impress and exploit others.
9. Low stress tolerance. Easy to anger and rage.
10. People are to be manipulated for his needs.
11. Rationalizes easily. Twists conversation to his gain at other’s expense. If trapped, keeps
talking, changes the subject or gets angry.
12. Pathological lying.
13. Tremendous need to control situations, conversations, others.
14. No real values. Mostly situational.
15. Often perceived as caring and understanding and uses this to manipulate.
16. Angry, mercurial, moods.
17. Uses sex to control
18. Does not share ideas, feelings, emotions.
19. Conversation controller. Must have the first and last word.
20. Is very slow to forgive others. Hangs onto resentment.
21. Secret life. Hides money, friends, activities.
22. Likes annoying others. Likes to create chaos and disrupt for no reason.
23. Moody - switches from nice guy to anger without much provocation.
24. Repeatedly fails to honor financial obligations.
25. Seldom expresses appreciation.
26. Grandiose. Convinced he knows more than others and is correct in all he does.
27. Lacks ability to see how he comes across to others. Defensive when confronted with his behavior. Never his fault.
28. Can get emotional, tearful. This is about show or frustration rather than sorrow.
29. He breaks woman's spirits to keep them dependent.
30. Needs threats, intimidations to keep others close to him.
31. Sabotages partner. Wants her to be happy only through him and to have few or no outside interests and acquaintances.
32. Highly contradictory.
33. Convincing. Must convince people to side with him.
34. Hides his real self. Always “on”
35. Kind only if he's getting from you what he wants.
36. He has to be right. He has to win. He has to look good.
37. He announces, not discusses. He tells, not asks.
38. Does not discuss openly, has a hidden agenda.
39. Controls money of others but spends freely on himself.
40. Unilateral condition of, "I'm OK and justified so I don't need to hear your position or ideas"
41. Always feels misunderstood.
42. You feel miserable with this person. He drains you.
43. Does not listen because he does not care.
44. His feelings are discussed, not the partners.
45. Is not interested in problem-solving..
46. Very good at reading people, so he can manipulate them.

now he's got talent

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mother earth speaks ~ hurricane flossie ~ please listen

she speaks once again
and no one is listening
over and over again
and no one is listening
crying out
in the night
who is listening

help her
save her
love her
rave her

love the one
who nourishes u
love the one
who encourages u
love the one
love the one

i do

over the years
i know its true
all those men
in black stiff suits
want the control
and rape of the soul
of our mother beloved

help her
save her
love her
rave her

love the one
who nourishes u
love the one
who encourages u
love the one
love the one

i do

is it too late
is it our fate?
crying
lying
is all we can do
bodies into the squew
stinkin bodies in check
they are all in a wreck
in there
in there
in there

help her
save her
love her
rave her

love the one
who nourishes u
love the one
who encourages u
love the one
love the one

i do


~s.d.

9/11/07 strike

GENERAL
STRIKE
Tuesday9.11.07
no work • no school
buy nothing • hit the streets
Say NO to
TORTURE
LIES &
TYRANNY
the time
has come
DEMAND IMPEACHMENT
& A NEW 9/11 INVESTIGATION
a day of mourning, reflection, and dissent
www.strike911.org

It's not over DAUGHTRY music video

Chris Daughtry It's Not Over Lyrics
I was blown away
What could I say
It all seemed to make sense.
You've taken away everything
And I can't deal without.

I try to see the good in life.
But good things in life are hard to find.
I'll blow it away, blow it away
Can we make this something good?

(Well I'll try to do to right this time around)
It's not over,
I'll try to do it right this time around
It's not over
There's a part of me that's dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me
But you're the only one
It's not over.

I've taken all I can take
And I cannot wait
We've wasted too much time
Being strong, holding on
Can't let it bring us down

My life with you means everything
So I won't give up that easily
I'll blow it away, blow it away
Can we make this something good?


Cause it's all misunderstood

(Well I'll try to do to it right this time around)
Let's start over,
I'll try to do it right this time around
It's not over
There's a part of me that's dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me
But you're the only one
It's not over.

We can't let this get away
Let it out, let it out
Don't get caught up in yourself
Let it out.

It's not over
We'll try to do to it right this time around
Its not over
There's a part of me that's dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me
But you're the only one
It's not over.

Lets start over
Its not over
Yeah yeah
This love is killing me
But you're the only one
It's not over (more) (less)

my sentiments exactly
s.d.

Chris Daughtry - Home (Live) American Idol 2007 Finale

chills~~~~~~~~~~~

amazon shipibo shaman singing

Amazonian medicine woman, Elisa Vargas Fernandez, sings a song of love and gratitude to the people at the Amazon Herb Co. for helping the shipibo tribe with land rights and rain forest preservation. save the Amazon By using Rain Forest products
www.spiritdancer.amazonherb.net
~sd

The 11th Hour Trailer

when will the madness stop?

Amy Winehouse's 'Rehab'

amazing dog!

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we luv bubba - pembroke welsh corgi

hang in there bubbie!

we luv u!
mom and shawn

Link to Wikipedia on Pembroke Welsh Corgis:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pembroke_Welsh_Corgi

Link to Pembroke Welsh Corgi Club of America:
http://www.pembrokecorgi.org/

Breed Standard and Information:
http://www.akc.org/breeds/pembroke_welsh_corgi/

UPDATE ON BEBE: bebe is in a "flyball" foster home in the Metro Detroit area waiting for her new forever "flyball" home! She has made a new friend with one of her foster mom's dogs and currently is on a "flyball" vacation (at a dogshow/agility competition) with her foster mom in Canada!

Bear Medicine

9,642 feet in the air
recevied creator's first blessing
made it up
couldn't breathe
worth the struggle

wanted to go there this summer
wanted to live each day
like i was dying

manifested itself
u can do anything
message clear
'o so dear

once there
humbled
quiet
serene
two ravens flew overhead
messengers

saw ghosts dancers
of the past
present
there they went

honored
tied our prayers
on the fence
yellow
black
red
white
once was sure
it'd be allright

are all related but oh
so far apart
prayed the madness ends soon
we're torn
is it all doom

heard the drums
saw the ceremonies
felt the energy
received the message
in spirit

the beginning of
my
bear medicine
healing journey

miigwetich

s.d.

Honoring Bear Butte, Sturgis, South Dakota

“Come pray with us”
BEAR BUTTE PRAYER GATHERING
Prayer for the Protection of Bear Butte

August 1-12, 2007

All are invited to join in prayer for the protection of Bear Butte
www.BearButtePrayerGathering.org
This camp is to pray for the protection of Bear Butte and for Indigenous Nations working to protect the cultural integrity and spiritual sanctity of their Sacred Sites, for U.S. Servicemen and Women, and Nations impacted by armed conflict, starvation and global warming.

Daily Agenda to be Announced

Families are encouraged to take this time to focus on teaching their children and youth their history, culture, language, and spirituality.
Please be prepared to be as self-sufficient as possible. No open fires.

The camp will follow protocol and traditional laws.
Zero tolerance for alcohol, drugs, weapons, cultural and spiritual exploitation.
Audio and videotaping only under controlled conditions.
Media will be allowed under controlled conditions and handled by designation.
Northern Cheyenne Military Society members will police the camp and work with local law enforcement authorities to keep order and observe the respect for Bear Butte.
Camp criers will be utilized, no PA systems.
THIS IS NOT A PROTEST CAMP

Please consider sending your tax-deductible donations to:
Bear Butte International Alliance PO Box 4232, Sturgis, SD 57785
Please remember to mark you generous donation for the “Bear Butte Prayer Gathering”
Thank you in advance for your support and donations!


For Information and to Support the Grassroots Effort with Much-Needed Donations
Please contact Members of the Working Committee:
Tamra Brennan 605-347-2061 Tamra@ProtectSacredSites.org
Gilbert Brady 406-477-3175 nochey01@yahoo.com
Marcella Gilbert 605-624-9288 twotails100@hotmail.com
Phillip Gullikson 605-624-9288 arikara _king@yahoo.com
Jay Red Hawk 605-347-4127 cetanduta@yahoo.com
Anne White Hat 605-347-4127 BBIA@MatoPaha.org www.MatoPaha.org


Bear Butte Protection and Preservation for Future Generations
www.MatoPaha.org

Note from Patti~SpiritDancer:
We were there last week (7/31/07) on our way back from B.C. We did miss the prayer gathering, but were astounded with the energy of this sacred place. If you ever have a chance to visit, do so. Also be forewarned---the buffalo here are FREE RANGING AND DANGEROUS (the females w/ calves are known to CHARGE) AND PEOPLE CONTINUE to get out of their cars (yes! I saw them!) to take photos even though there are WARNING SIGNS POSTED!

Other sacred sites near by are Big Horn Medicine Wheel (yes was there--2 mile hike up the mountain it was a journey but so worth it) and Devils Tower Wyoming (a little commercial because of the close enounters thing--but once you get up there it all goes away--the energy is incredible).

go michael moore ~ 911 heros