Tuesday, November 06, 2007

tree people
























tree people's
winds calling
winter's coming
no time for stalling

pack up your nuts
bury your treasures
hopefully not
spring brings brand new
pleasures

time for reflection
time for big plans
time to give thanks
to creator's great hands

listen to message
listen to words
tree people know community
they call the great birds

are beautiful friends
so majestic and tall
love to be near you
fear not it's not fall

but winter's upon us
cold winds blow in now
we bundle we shiver
with wisdom do call

thank u for knowledge
thank u for advice
hold messages to heart
don't dare start

look forward to future
and all that it brings
boogie thru life
if ur dead ur not
here

with wisdom.

s.d.
*photos by patti~spiritdancer

Monday, November 05, 2007

shaman's dream


shamans dream
colorful waves
blue and green
purples and pinks

healing colours
what do I think?

he walks in beauty
he walks in truth
he walks his talk
and says fine sleuth

and heals with magic
and heals with friends
little bluebird
bear medicine
what have you
he mends

now healed and new
now fresh and all through
with hate, lies and stew
tomatoes will do

miigweitch
to
creator
for hearing
my prayer

I could not have got here
if you had been there
and now you are here
and now you are real
oh thank you oh thank u
for all those who steal

will have to face the music

someday.....

s.d.

art by: NMorrisseau Ontario, Canada

Monday, October 29, 2007

Porcupine Clinic Out of Heat


Porcupine Clinic Out of Heat
By Stephanie M. Schwartz, Freelance Writer
Member, Native American Journalists Association
October 26, 2007 Firestone, Colorado

Porcupine Clinic, located in the small community of Porcupine, South Dakota on the Pine Ridge Oglala Lakota [Sioux] Reservation is out of heat. According to Stella White Eyes, Administrative Assistant for the Clinic, the Clinic has closed its doors until it can find resources to fund their heating costs.

Porcupine Clinic is the only independent Indian community-controlled health clinic in the United States. It is not connected with the Federal Indian Health Services (IHS) program and is funded primarily by grants and donations. Unfortunately, those resources have become exceptionally rare this year.

Porcupine Clinic opened its doors in 1992 and serves the entire Reservation as well as the Porcupine District in which it is located. Patients are billed according to their ability to pay and many patients, including low-income Elders and children, receive free health care there.

In 2004, the Porcupine Clinic opened its dialysis unit, saving countless lives of those diabetic patients who could not journey 120 miles away to Rapid City for needed dialysis treatment several times a week. The only other dialysis treatment available on the 11,000 square mile (2.7 million acres) Reservation is located in the small IHS Hospital in the community of Pine Ridge. But that facility hosts only a handful of dialysis beds, is up to 100 miles away from the more remote areas of the Reservation, and is completely unable to treat the vast need of the entire Reservation.

Recent statistics state that the diabetes rate on Pine Ridge is 800% that of the National average and the life expectancy rate is 52 to 58 years old. It is said that 55% of the adults on Pine Ridge over the age of 40 have diabetes.

Ms. White Eyes states that the Clinic has been unable to pay their annual propane tank rental fees of $245 (for both the Clinic and dialysis unit tanks) or for the propane to fill them. They have three tanks: a thousand gallon tank which services the main clinic and two five hundred gallon tanks servicing the dialysis unit. The minimum propane delivery from their provider, Western Cooperative (WESTCO) out of Chadron and Hay Springs, Nebraska, is $360.

If all the tanks were filled, at $1.69 per gallon, it would cost well over $3,000. Further, that will need to happen more than once this winter. While the dialysis unit helps to fund at least part of its own propane use, the Clinic is out of funding now, just as winter is approaching fast.

Harvey Iron Boy, Porcupine District Vice President and Head Man, spoke of the vital role that the Clinic plays in the local district as well as the Reservation as a whole. Not only are the health care services, bi-lingual assistance, diabetic education, and dialysis treatments all meeting critical needs on the Reservation but there are more basic needs met by the Clinic as well. He pointed out that locals often come into the Clinic simply to get warm on days when they have no heat in their own homes.

Ms. White Eyes has contacted various non-profits and assistance organizations but has largely gone unanswered. Link Center Foundation, a small all-volunteer non-profit organization out of Longmont, Colorado, was contacted this week and was also unable to help. With their own heating assistance program for the elders and disabled on the Reservation struggling due to lack of donations, there simply was no funding available to help the Clinic.

However, Audrey Link, Founder/President of the Link Center Foundation (www.LinkCenterFoundation.org), personally paid the $245 out of her own pocket for the annual tank rental fees for the Porcupine Clinic and dialysis unit on Friday. Largely retired and on limited income herself, Link stated that “She couldn’t go to sleep tonight if she thought the dialysis patients and Clinic were going to lose their propane tanks. At least now, if they can raise any money at all elsewhere, they can use the money for propane to fill them.”

Anyone wishing to donate towards propane fuel for the Porcupine Clinic may do so directly to the propane company. Please contact:
Loretta at Western Cooperative (WESTCO)
170 Bordeaux St – Chadron, NE 69337-2342
Call Toll Free 800-762-9906
Credit Card and Bank Card donations by phone will be accepted. Small donations are also welcome and will accumulate until the minimum delivery has been reached and then the company will make a delivery of propane to the Clinic. Please clearly mark any donation “For Porcupine Clinic.”

Donations may also be sent directly to the Clinic. For more information, please contact:
Porcupine Clinic
Stella White Eyes, Administrative Assistant
P.O. Box 99 – Porcupine, SD 57772
Internet Information: http://www.lakotamall.com/porcupine/
Phone: 605-867-5655
Note: Due to lack of heat, there may or may not be anyone available to answer the phone at the Clinic at this time. Please leave a message.

Stephanie M. Schwartz may be reached at SilvrDrach@Gmail.com
Visit other writings of Stephanie M. Schwartz at www.SilvrDrach.homestead.com

This article may be reprinted, reproduced, and/or re-distributed unedited with proper attribution and sourcing for non-profit, educational, news, or archival purposes.

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-Stephanie M. Schwartz
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Volunteer, Link Center Foundation www.linkcenterfoundation.org

eye of god



eye of god
shine down on me
eye of god
need help
hear my plea

for wisdom
guidance
and all that
frees

the soul
the spirit
and all
who bear it


in black distain
will they refrain
from their evil
puke
their lies
they complain
and leave me be
to begin again

eye of god
watch over them
eye of god
send healing to them
let them know i'll always
love
let them know i cry for them

i must let go
it must be so
we must not judge
we must not forget
and let me sleep

but just tell me this
death kiss is on my lips
make them disappear
into a new year
with grace beauty
wisdom
is near

and beauty

s.d.

McElway Basketball

get a tissue.....

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Searching for an Answer



Essiac Tea Herbs Essiac Tea Herbs

Soverign's Health Freedom Network

http://www.healthfreedom.info/index.htm

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Symptoms of Anxiety Attacks


Anxiety Attacks Symptoms
What is anxiety attack symptoms? Anxiety attacks, also called panic attacks, are unexpected episodes of intense terror or fear. Anxiety attacks often come without any warning, and although the fear is generally irrational, the feelig of danger is very real. A person experiencing an anxiety attack will often feel as if they are about to die or pass out.
There are many people in the world who suffer from some form of anxiety and for these people these anxiety attacks may be mild or they could be very severe. While there are many ways of treating anxiety attacks, it’s first important to identify what are your Anxiety Attack Symptoms.

The physical symptoms of anxiety attacks that manifest themselves in the form of headaches, dizziness, lightheadedness, nausea, vomiting, diarrhea, sweating, tingling, pale complexion, numbness, difficulty in breathing, and sensations of tightness in the chest, neck, shoulders and or hands. All these anxiety attack symptoms are the body’s fight-or-flight reaction which involves the hormones, muscles and the heart.

The behavioral anxiety attack symptoms include pacing, trembling, general restlessness, hyperventilation, pressured speech, wringing of the hands, and even finger tapping. Then the cognitive anxiety attack symptoms include recurrent or obsessive thoughts, feelings of doom, and morbid thoughts of death, confusion or the inability to concentrate.

The emotional anxiety attack symptoms can include feelings of tension or nervousness, feeling agitated, overwrought, and feelings of unreality, panic, or even terror. Then there are also the anxiety attack symptoms where the person’s brain puts up a defense mechanism against the anxiety attacks.

These psychological defenses include repressing anxious thoughts or ideas out of the conscious awareness. Other anxiety attack symptoms is where the sufferer will transfer the source of their anxiety to an object or an event. Phobias are an example of this anxiety attack transference. Then there are the times that a person who suffers from anxiety attacks will rationalize their anxious feelings by claiming that ordinary people would feel the same way were they placed in the exact situation.

The other method that the brain will use as a defense against anxiety attacks manifests itself in the form of physical complaints and illnesses. In this case the anxiety attack symptoms involve recurrent headaches, an upset stomach, and muscle and joint pains.

Delusions are one other way of the brain trying to defend the sufferer from the anxiety attacks. For these anxiety attack symptoms the person can formulate conspiracy theories or other similar scenarios. This gives the person an emotional outlet for their feelings of anxiety.

It doesn’t really matter what form these anxiety attack symptoms show themselves in. What’s really important is once you identify that these are signs of anxiety attacks that you seek and receive help and treatment for this condition. By catching these anxiety attack symptoms early you have a chance to stop it progressing to a more severe condition like agoraphobia where you may become housebound due to your excessive anxiety attacks. So don’t delay if you feel that you suffer from Anxiety Attack Symptoms , go and see a qualified medical practitioner as soon as possible and get the proper help.

Causes of Anxiety Attacks
What are the causes of anxiety attacks, and risk factors for anxiety attacks and disorders? There are a number of complex factors that contribute to the development of anxiety disorders. Your environment, personality, family dynamics, brain chemistry, and genetics all can play a role. In addition, major life stressors such as financial difficulties, marital problems, or bereavement often trigger the onset of an anxiety disorder. It is important to realize that no single factor causes an anxiety disorder. The various anxiety risk factors are interrelated and can interact with and impact one another.

Read more about anxiety attack symptoms at: http://www.anxiety-depression-online.com

anxiety attack - jeffrey lewis

whewwwwwwww----my sentiments exactly....
take a deep breath, and breathe..
s.d.

Friday, October 19, 2007

shawn trying out new healing blanket




shawn says: it feels like he is "floating through a dream" when he is under it and makes him feel "oh so good and relaxed". for more info these wonderful blankets contact sue at www.healingquest.ca

love u sister
xoxoxoxox
patti and shawn

Curve Lake Reserve near Peterboro Ontario CA



thank u for being my friend and my sister the visit was way way too short but oh so fun..i love u.
xo
p.

stella bella i wuv u




I met this incredible little girl last weekend in Buckhorn, she is such a princess! she is nine month old pug named Stella which means "stellar" or the stars!!!! I wanted to take her home sooooo bad!!! but kim wouldn't let me! boo hoo! Cant wait to see u all again.
xoxo
p.

bear dog at semi holly pow wow and view inside looking out our trader booth



such a cutie, only 8 week old austrailian shepherd, shawn and i fell in luv with her!

Bear medicine from No. 72 and cubs ~ lake morraine yoho national park b.c.


an encounter with grizzly no. 72 and two cubs from afar, sending their bear medicine to me. i had no fear as i sat quietly majestically and proud above the ice patch 10,000 feet in the air, mama and babies were at the bottom of the ice patch......miigweitch for your wisdom and presence and for being a part of healing journey..

s.d.

more bear medicine :) and crystal healing at Whetung's





I loved the energy there and especially the beautiful magnificent amethyst geode cathedral!!!
miigwetich michael for your hospitality once again!
s.d.

more...bear medicine healing journey

















more time spent with
sweet sisters, guides & brothers
a big chi miigwetich
for all prayers from others

sweet singing bowls and
stone people are healing
sweet songs of bluebird
could be heard singing

a healing prayer to me
sung through the wind
into the windows
big blanket upon me
felt safe soft and warm

black robed men on horses
with dark motives did come
to take me away
but buffalo healers on horses
brought medicine
and asked not to stay
those whose motives are not pure
those whose motives are not right
and rescued my spirit
into the light
once again

and big bear came behind me
and put back what those bad men
stole away from my spirit
one once again cleared the air

more bear medicine
introspection
into winter
hibernation

spirit to be awakened
and healed
by spring
and will take care
of the journey
the journey is pure
the journey is light
once more can endure

miigwetich to my sisters and brother and guides
always watching over
i am so very grateful!
all
my love
xxoo
s.d.

for more info on the wonderful healing work and special healing blankets go to:
www.healingquest.ca

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

eyes have been opened-buffalo medicine




eyes have been opened
trust is restored
all of us focus
on just reward

feelings are simple
feelings are bright
our time to come forward
into the light
into the light

meanings come later
always explained
might not be at the moment
but always are laid
into our destiny
into our lives
while in this realm
please give us no strife

peace and serenity
is all i want here
finding my path (once again)
is all i want dear

light is our savior
it heals as it braves
it brings us together
it heals as it saves

our sanity
miigweitch
s.d.
photos: #1 bison at bear butte visitor center, sturgis, s. dakota*
#2 bison free roaming at bear butte national park, sturgis, s. dakota*
#3 photo of Mandan Buffalo Dancer cir. 1890

*photos by patti spiritdancer

Paul's New "Ever Present Past"

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Asked if he regretted meeting and marrying Mills, 39, McCartney told the magazine: "Going through a divorce is a very painful thing. As Winston Churchill once said, 'If you're going through hell, keep going!'

"The only solution is to remain dignified. If I don't keep a silence about it, I lose this idea of being dignified. But I've a wonderful baby," he added, referring to the couple's child.

"She's a great joy to me, as are my elder children, so I'm a lucky man."

McCartney and Mills married in 2002 and announced their separation four years later. Their acrimonious divorce is expected to return to the courts in February after attempts last week to reach a private settlement failed.

British media have speculated that the pop legend, whose personal fortune is estimated at 825 million pounds, will have to pay between 20 million and 70 million pounds to Mills.

According to McCartney, music has also eased the pain of divorce.

"Music is a great healer," he said. "Music is the therapy for me. In fact, going through difficulties has only concentrated my desire to make good music."

and so it goes....

s.d.

Friday, October 12, 2007

over you ~ daughtry



"Over You"

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

suffering in silence (in rajistan)









suffering in silence
no one listens
in time
is of the essence
women children need us
pretend that you care

trust is an issue
so called friends
need a tissue
ends up right there
where u began
which is no where

false loyalty will prevail
it will be revealed
false smiles hide behind
big teeth big words
I've seen your vile puke

crying forewarned
betrayal lies deep
ego trips u keep
get a grip
go sleep

dreamtime
is peace
dreamtime
is panic
dreamtime
is fleecy
white pillows
that hold on
i know my ties
lie deep
to karma

karma runs deep
karma loves lies
u cheat and u do
u can cum up
my thighs

and suck up my blood
and suck out my heart
and how u dare 2
how are you invade
my bright best blue
start
but u can't break me
invade
my being
my heart
well let's see

starting over
for now
help is near
however those who
betray u
will get their
new gear

that will stick
and hurt low
it will stick
and sting high

however you see it
it will fly in
the sky

to the creator
with eagles

~s.d.

Friday, September 14, 2007

now in the arms of the angels


now in the arms of the angels
give my trust to you
no one ever more
there are really so very few
of them

that can give love
as white as a dove
hidden agendas
smokescreens
and big fat spendas
spendin
and spinnin
the money keeps rockin
and
rollin
into their pockets
just like a rocket
roll it
roll it
roll it some more
tell me some lore

give it some time
until

goin up in the air
cant wait til i get there
with him
and in the arms of the angels
the only place
so safe
so true
for me

s.d.

Thursday, September 13, 2007

and no one cared




and no one cared
is she even there?
invisible
spirit
walk your walk
talk your peace
in your dreams

anger seething
red with blood
keep taking and taking
pushing and pushing
more and more
more each day

to the brink
of her
demise
her hands are tied
behind her back
preventing her
to keep on track
going, going gone
and no one cared
and no one cared
and no one cared

can she do it
will she do it
should she do it
and no one cared
and no one cared

if she did it
would they care
would they care
(nope).

heartless bastards
taunt and tease
now what else
is up their sleeves
dare ya
dare ya
cannot breathe

find her drowning
in her pool

blood in her hair
all clean
her eyes pristine

her heart now clear
her mind no fear
her body now healed
her soul now sealed
with a kiss
but spirit still
broken
who can fix
to all who know
lets do some trix
her well
too well

over there
over there
over there
and no one cared

s.d.

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

The Shift Movie -Trailer

Have you seen the trailer for the 2008 Movie www.TheShiftMovie.com
The message is: One Day We Will Wake Up and Discover That We Are Family

It's a 6 minute commitment and here it is:


Mitauyke Oyasin ~ we ARE all related. Share this with those you love....

s.d.

fear


we all fear
our future needs
we all fear
our words our deeds

what has become
of internal strife
it cuts it hurts
just like a knife

we know we do
each day our will
i can say this sure
cause i know it kills


our spirit
our soul
our connection
with all

that matters

s.d.

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

healing


Healing
Healing is an amazing journey
Cure is a desired destination
Remissions are the craved vacations
Symptoms are the warning signs
Pain is an incredible teacher
Suffering is an option indeed
Hope is a needed companion
Faith is a great friend in need
Apathy is a doorway to depression
Anxiety is a forerunner to stress
Emptiness is a whisper for wholeness
Resistance is a call for acceptance
Frustration is a mask for anger
Denial is avoidance of honesty
Silence is indigestion of feelings
Numbness is intolerence for thoughts
Disease is a pure self-punishment
Self-pity is a hidden lack of self-love
Distress is a result of high expectations
Confusion is a sign of endless judgments
Courage is a risk worth taking
Intuition is a gift worth following
Forgiveness is the means to inner bliss
Gratitude is the beginning of wisdom
Openness is changing a victim mindset
Flexibility is trying over and over again
Strength is overcoming the fears and doubts
Growth is learning from the pains with joy
Health is a relative term and goal
Healing is a never-ending process
Wellness is the reward of the journey
Wellbeing is the experience of peace
Patience is a reliable test
Will is a powerful measure
Trust is never the question
Love is the ultimate answer
Unknown

Monday, September 10, 2007

shawn in the new hood ~ with a tude ~ August 2007



check the ray of light on the upper right side...cool! shawnie, you ARE an ANGEL!!! I luv u honey! mom

thank u for the wonderful pics j and m

bubbiez friendz in the new hood


he's a happy boy and been givin lovin to all he meets!

note: bubba has come once again to live with shawn and i; luckily the new place we are living in allows one dog. he has healed well from his wounds and is happy once again to be a part of our family. we luv you so much bubbiez!!!

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

more bucky ~ angel from heaven





always a star.....showin' off....

bucky's new life





bucky busy with Annick at a july parade in port huron, michigan and at banbury cross therapeutic riding center...she's a star as always. we love and miss you girl.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

secret


you make the hurt go away

you make me want to stay

around

are you an angel?

i think so

we all want more

we want to know the secret

to happiness

and love

that u give

give me more

and i'll give u all i've got

sweet surrender is what i'll do

always for u

in time

and in rhymes

you are magic

more that i'll ever know

take the hurt away

make it go away

i'll stay

forever with u

s.d.

Thursday, August 23, 2007

Sarah McLachlan-Sweet Surrender

It doesnt mean much
It doesnt mean anything at all
The life Ive left behind me
Is a cold room
Ive crossed the last line
From where I cant return
Where every step I took in faith
Betrayed me
And led me from my home
And sweet
Sweet surrender
Is all that I have to give
You take me in
No questions asked
You strip away the ugliness
That surrounds me
Are you an angel
Am I already that gone
I only hope
That I wont disappoint you
When Im down here
On my knees
And sweet
Sweet
Sweet surrender
Is all that I have to g
ive
Sweet
Sweet
Sweet surrender
Is all that I have to give
And I dont understand
By the touch of your hand
I would be the one to fall
I miss the little things
I miss everything (about you)
It doesnt mean much
It doesnt mean anything at all
The life I left behind me
Is a cold room
And sweet
Sweet
Sweet surrender
Is all that I have to give

her words couldn't describe better how i feel today. it's been a rough road and journey. thanks to all for your love, support and hope.... will do the same for you.
s.d.

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Amazon Ayahuascera singing a beautiful Icaro.

i want to meet elisa someday. her and her husband live in Pucallpa Peru. They work with the Amazon Herb Company. Her and her husband sing to the plants before they pick them.

She has a beautiful voice and spirit. She has found peace.

Patti ~ SpiritDancer
help support rainforest preservation
www.spiritdancer.amazonherb.net

Sarah McLaughlin - Fallen (Music Video)

Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight

Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
The lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I have held so dear.

I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

Heaven bent to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
You'll slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so... (more)

In the Arms of the Angels - Sarah Mclaughlin

may we all find our peace
s.d.

miracle dog ~ dog trapped for days is rescued

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Monday, August 20, 2007

sisters beware



CHARACTERISTICS of the NARCISSIST and others with Personality Disorders

I began this and as others sent me more, I added them to make this a collaborative list.

He is now listed on an internet personals dating site once again looking to "prey" on another unsuspecting victim. Sisters, if you encounter him, stay away.

Your prayers and thoughts, as always are with us.

Many thanks to all of you who care.

1. Self-centered. His needs are paramount.
2. No remorse for mistakes or misdeeds.
3. Unreliable, undependable.
4. Does not care about the consequences of his actions.
5. Projects his faults on to others. High
blaming behavior; never his fault.
6. Little if any conscience.
. 7. Insensitive to needs and feelings of others.
8. Has a good front (persona) to impress and exploit others.
9. Low stress tolerance. Easy to anger and rage.
10. People are to be manipulated for his needs.
11. Rationalizes easily. Twists conversation to his gain at other’s expense. If trapped, keeps
talking, changes the subject or gets angry.
12. Pathological lying.
13. Tremendous need to control situations, conversations, others.
14. No real values. Mostly situational.
15. Often perceived as caring and understanding and uses this to manipulate.
16. Angry, mercurial, moods.
17. Uses sex to control
18. Does not share ideas, feelings, emotions.
19. Conversation controller. Must have the first and last word.
20. Is very slow to forgive others. Hangs onto resentment.
21. Secret life. Hides money, friends, activities.
22. Likes annoying others. Likes to create chaos and disrupt for no reason.
23. Moody - switches from nice guy to anger without much provocation.
24. Repeatedly fails to honor financial obligations.
25. Seldom expresses appreciation.
26. Grandiose. Convinced he knows more than others and is correct in all he does.
27. Lacks ability to see how he comes across to others. Defensive when confronted with his behavior. Never his fault.
28. Can get emotional, tearful. This is about show or frustration rather than sorrow.
29. He breaks woman's spirits to keep them dependent.
30. Needs threats, intimidations to keep others close to him.
31. Sabotages partner. Wants her to be happy only through him and to have few or no outside interests and acquaintances.
32. Highly contradictory.
33. Convincing. Must convince people to side with him.
34. Hides his real self. Always “on”
35. Kind only if he's getting from you what he wants.
36. He has to be right. He has to win. He has to look good.
37. He announces, not discusses. He tells, not asks.
38. Does not discuss openly, has a hidden agenda.
39. Controls money of others but spends freely on himself.
40. Unilateral condition of, "I'm OK and justified so I don't need to hear your position or ideas"
41. Always feels misunderstood.
42. You feel miserable with this person. He drains you.
43. Does not listen because he does not care.
44. His feelings are discussed, not the partners.
45. Is not interested in problem-solving..
46. Very good at reading people, so he can manipulate them.

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

mother earth speaks ~ hurricane flossie ~ please listen

she speaks once again
and no one is listening
over and over again
and no one is listening
crying out
in the night
who is listening

help her
save her
love her
rave her

love the one
who nourishes u
love the one
who encourages u
love the one
love the one

i do

over the years
i know its true
all those men
in black stiff suits
want the control
and rape of the soul
of our mother beloved

help her
save her
love her
rave her

love the one
who nourishes u
love the one
who encourages u
love the one
love the one

i do

is it too late
is it our fate?
crying
lying
is all we can do
bodies into the squew
stinkin bodies in check
they are all in a wreck
in there
in there
in there

help her
save her
love her
rave her

love the one
who nourishes u
love the one
who encourages u
love the one
love the one

i do


~s.d.

Monday, August 13, 2007

9/11/07 strike

GENERAL
STRIKE
Tuesday9.11.07
no work • no school
buy nothing • hit the streets
Say NO to
TORTURE
LIES &
TYRANNY
the time
has come
DEMAND IMPEACHMENT
& A NEW 9/11 INVESTIGATION
a day of mourning, reflection, and dissent
www.strike911.org

It's not over DAUGHTRY music video


Chris Daughtry It's Not Over Lyrics
I was blown away
What could I say
It all seemed to make sense.
You've taken away everything
And I can't deal without.

I try to see the good in life.
But good things in life are hard to find.
I'll blow it away, blow it away
Can we make this something good?

(Well I'll try to do to right this time around)
It's not over,
I'll try to do it right this time around
It's not over
There's a part of me that's dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me
But you're the only one
It's not over.

I've taken all I can take
And I cannot wait
We've wasted too much time
Being strong, holding on
Can't let it bring us down

My life with you means everything
So I won't give up that easily
I'll blow it away, blow it away
Can we make this something good?


Cause it's all misunderstood

(Well I'll try to do to it right this time around)
Let's start over,
I'll try to do it right this time around
It's not over
There's a part of me that's dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me
But you're the only one
It's not over.

We can't let this get away
Let it out, let it out
Don't get caught up in yourself
Let it out.

It's not over
We'll try to do to it right this time around
Its not over
There's a part of me that's dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me
But you're the only one
It's not over.

Lets start over
Its not over
Yeah yeah
This love is killing me
But you're the only one
It's not over (more) (less)

my sentiments exactly
s.d.

Chris Daughtry - Home (Live) American Idol 2007 Finale

chills~~~~~~~~~~~

amazon shipibo shaman singing

Amazonian medicine woman, Elisa Vargas Fernandez, sings a song of love and gratitude to the people at the Amazon Herb Co. for helping the shipibo tribe with land rights and rain forest preservation. save the Amazon By using Rain Forest products
www.spiritdancer.amazonherb.net
~sd

The 11th Hour Trailer

when will the madness stop?

Thursday, August 09, 2007

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

we luv bubba - pembroke welsh corgi



hang in there bubbie!

we luv u!
mom and shawn

Link to Wikipedia on Pembroke Welsh Corgis:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pembroke_Welsh_Corgi

Link to Pembroke Welsh Corgi Club of America:
http://www.pembrokecorgi.org/

Breed Standard and Information:
http://www.akc.org/breeds/pembroke_welsh_corgi/

UPDATE ON BEBE: bebe is in a "flyball" foster home in the Metro Detroit area waiting for her new forever "flyball" home! She has made a new friend with one of her foster mom's dogs and currently is on a "flyball" vacation (at a dogshow/agility competition) with her foster mom in Canada!

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Bear Medicine



9,642 feet in the air
recevied creator's first blessing
made it up
couldn't breathe
worth the struggle

wanted to go there this summer
wanted to live each day
like i was dying

manifested itself
u can do anything
message clear
'o so dear

once there
humbled
quiet
serene
two ravens flew overhead
messengers

saw ghosts dancers
of the past
present
there they went

honored
tied our prayers
on the fence
yellow
black
red
white
once was sure
it'd be allright

are all related but oh
so far apart
prayed the madness ends soon
we're torn
is it all doom

heard the drums
saw the ceremonies
felt the energy
received the message
in spirit

the beginning of
my
bear medicine
healing journey

miigwetich

s.d.

Honoring Bear Butte, Sturgis, South Dakota


“Come pray with us”
BEAR BUTTE PRAYER GATHERING
Prayer for the Protection of Bear Butte

August 1-12, 2007

All are invited to join in prayer for the protection of Bear Butte
www.BearButtePrayerGathering.org
This camp is to pray for the protection of Bear Butte and for Indigenous Nations working to protect the cultural integrity and spiritual sanctity of their Sacred Sites, for U.S. Servicemen and Women, and Nations impacted by armed conflict, starvation and global warming.

Daily Agenda to be Announced

Families are encouraged to take this time to focus on teaching their children and youth their history, culture, language, and spirituality.
Please be prepared to be as self-sufficient as possible. No open fires.

The camp will follow protocol and traditional laws.
Zero tolerance for alcohol, drugs, weapons, cultural and spiritual exploitation.
Audio and videotaping only under controlled conditions.
Media will be allowed under controlled conditions and handled by designation.
Northern Cheyenne Military Society members will police the camp and work with local law enforcement authorities to keep order and observe the respect for Bear Butte.
Camp criers will be utilized, no PA systems.
THIS IS NOT A PROTEST CAMP

Please consider sending your tax-deductible donations to:
Bear Butte International Alliance PO Box 4232, Sturgis, SD 57785
Please remember to mark you generous donation for the “Bear Butte Prayer Gathering”
Thank you in advance for your support and donations!


For Information and to Support the Grassroots Effort with Much-Needed Donations
Please contact Members of the Working Committee:
Tamra Brennan 605-347-2061 Tamra@ProtectSacredSites.org
Gilbert Brady 406-477-3175 nochey01@yahoo.com
Marcella Gilbert 605-624-9288 twotails100@hotmail.com
Phillip Gullikson 605-624-9288 arikara _king@yahoo.com
Jay Red Hawk 605-347-4127 cetanduta@yahoo.com
Anne White Hat 605-347-4127 BBIA@MatoPaha.org www.MatoPaha.org


Bear Butte Protection and Preservation for Future Generations
www.MatoPaha.org

Note from Patti~SpiritDancer:
We were there last week (7/31/07) on our way back from B.C. We did miss the prayer gathering, but were astounded with the energy of this sacred place. If you ever have a chance to visit, do so. Also be forewarned---the buffalo here are FREE RANGING AND DANGEROUS (the females w/ calves are known to CHARGE) AND PEOPLE CONTINUE to get out of their cars (yes! I saw them!) to take photos even though there are WARNING SIGNS POSTED!

Other sacred sites near by are Big Horn Medicine Wheel (yes was there--2 mile hike up the mountain it was a journey but so worth it) and Devils Tower Wyoming (a little commercial because of the close enounters thing--but once you get up there it all goes away--the energy is incredible).